What is your twin flame story?
Last Updated: 20.06.2025 01:48
It's now 2025,a healed woman ,a blessed woman living her dreams ,not yet there but am progressing for sure.
He had made mistakes in the last 3 months n he felt it was time to right them
The panic was real,
Why did my ex-narcissist move so fast with his new supply marriage engagement moving in, etc.?
The replacement was my lookalike
Thank you for loving me wholly n selflessly
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I'd rather when we were in the confusion mode coz at least I knew what he was thinking about n his feelings
It was in my happiest era
Confusion was at its peak n finally he run unable to sum up everything that was happening n this was the last thing my soul wasn't prepared for.
How can I fall asleep fast at night?
He started to talk more n more about his wife,
Also NOTE:
I have no regrets 😊 😊
How is bestiality wrong, but killing animals for sport or trophies is considered okay?
What I saw in him ,
He was coz he called to ask what that meant n I acted like I didn't care coz he too was seeing someone ,
Didn't put any thought into it,
But now,
NOTE:
This was emotional damage n it was draining….
Is there a correlation between being a medium and mental health?
It's like my blood pressure was high
I have kept the last quote you sent me n here it is;
I started feeling empty little by little n whatever we were doing to each other was hurting n driving each other to the far edge,
Damn it There was something about his voice,so deep n so powerful!
You will be thankful grateful n changed.
He too loved me ,there was no second guessing
How do teachers justify punishing a student for fighting back against their bullies?
N when I typed those replies my fingers would tremble,my heart racing
It was mutual,we both knew it,there was no question about it.
He complained about me messing up his life ,
Can the effects of hormone replacement therapy (HRT) be reversed?
SO,
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Is visiting holy shrines (dargahs) or graves haraam in Islam?
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That meant making difficult decisions even if one of us would be hurt
Seeing him walk through the door,my heart jumped n I stood up to greet him ,we hugged n kissed n for as long as I'll live,I'll never be able to explain what happened in that very moment coz it had me asking him “ what is happening to me” and he corrected me by saying…..” to us” n I smiled 😀
Forever n ever n ever!
It was too much of obsession,like cocaine high,
I acted like it was nothing but was so broken inside
From that good morning message,to calls during the day to hundreds of texts,we spent the whole of Monday together,he at the office and me at home but binded as one,connected by a fiery energy n all this seemed like a fairytale,a dream or a scripted movie …..it was a fantasy!
We stood there,looking at each other for a few minutes before hugging again n saying nothing at all,the kind of nothing that meant everything , n from that moment on,we became inseparable.
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He even asked for my advise to move on like I had
From Waking each other up to checking up on each other during the day, knowing if the other had eaten….I started trusting him,I knew where he would be n at what time of the day doing what n with who. I found no single fault in him,he was pure perfection.
He thought I was doing okey without him not knowing it was a pretense
Knowing we're under the same sun is ENOUGH!!
Ours was a day well spent , n to meet again,that would be in his terms.
Still,it didn't work.
None of it was working coz I still loved wanted n needed him n wasn't afraid to tell him exactly what he meant to me n this didn't go well with his plans n so he chose a replacement to either make me feel jealous n end our connection or for him to move on n forget me…
Am so proud of you n the man i know you've become,
This was happening fast
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I remember when I met him, on a Sunday,
I will always love you.
To my surprise,
Regarding my tf, the love he poured to me, will be enough to see me through a lifetime
Then came Tuesday,Doubled
That I was a beautiful woman
I don't even know how to explain it,
NOW,
When your body want to purge all that enormous negative energy,
I felt beautiful inside n out
You will remain lost till you surrender n that was my escape which takes time effort n acceptance
This journey has driven me closer to the devine n if that was its purpose,
It was like a bride waiting for the groom at the altar shaking n shivering unsure if he'd turn up or whether he changed his mind n that'd surely kill me.
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To tell you the truth,3 days of talking to this man had us fall hopelessly in love n I knew deep in my soul that this was true love,
I really longed for this man ,this specific stranger….he was making me feel things I had never felt before n I wanted to explore him,every bit of him…
It's like this panic takes your grace n beauty reason we call it purging.
He questioned why I loved him,
But even on this one, he was unable to get me out of his system.
When he realized who he was,
We spent like a month trying all means to hurt each other.
His breathing over the phone,every sentence he made,the way he spoke….I fell hard for him n fast
I was so so connected to the stranger and we both missed each other terribly
I radiated in all angles,I felt like an angel 😇 n I was astonishingly beautiful,I was glowing ,my heart had finally found it's match it was truly amazing
For the Iove i wholeheartedly poured into you. I hope it has fueled you to purpose….something you can be proud of.
I felt seen n loved n enough n complete!!
He actually called to ask if I got home safe n that's when i saved his number,
Didn't think we'd be more, not one bit,
Waiting for him to arrive was like waiting for the biggest miracle of my life ,
I too looked for ways to make him jealous
I'd re-read our messages one by one n that became my passion,to look at his pictures,check whether he was online or a text from him,
( if he didn't call or text me n if I was never to see him again, I'd have escaped the tf journey bcoz our first meeting didn't leave an impact at all)
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But every single night,past 3am,there we were, typing n deleting,unable to sleep thinking about each other,
I couldn't reach him,no calls no texts ,no saying anything,no closure no reason ….
My heart was misbehaving n never in my life had I felt like this before.
There'll be turbulence n I was hit by a physical skin disease, lost too much weight and depression strike….I too lost myself along with him
He too became obsessed with me….. I could tell.
U understand who we are in your own way
Like a wild fire spreading fast
Live the life you can be proud of n if you find that you're not, you can try again.
You have 💯 changed this woman n I truly hope when it's time for you to step in the podium,
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I couldn't wait to reply to his messages whenever he sent them
We could call each other n disconnect upon hearing that voice on the other side
My body temperature unbalanced
( If only he was in this platform,maybe one day he'll follow me here through the guidance of the devine n if it happens,listen to Luke combs (“ love you anyway” )
He started blaming me for so much ,he began looking for ways to end it,even if it meant making me feel bad provided I'd leave him.
It has made me wiser,a more rounded human being,I know who I am ,am in love with the lady I see staring back at me in the mirror n I wanna take care of her n protect her at all cost
Every man would be happy to have me n get married to me, all this, so I could leave him and have a life,
It was a period of confusion and learning more about this connection n journey that was starting
He was the lamp through which I was able to see myself.
It was a time of confusion n denial n betrayal,a test of our love which was to usher the greatest pain in human history……(the separation, running n chasing n the DNOTs).
When you're loved right, you bloom!
You could literally hear my heart beats from a mile
Becoz he didn't want me to leave home or be stressed with anything
I need you to live even if that life won't be spent with me
I know you've accepted this love .
I know u been through your fair share of tribulations
Well,
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I want to recall 3 months later when things became bad n messy for us, 😢
Live long !!
My heartbeats would increase, beat abnormally just to see a message from him n I'd reply quickly,
Apart physically but together spiritually and emotionally
It was anything goes, just to get rid of each other permanently
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N I too felt like a girl who had hit adolescent, was undergoing puberty n infatuation all at the same time.
A father and a husband n chose to drop everything,
Am living for this woman who has endured so much,to me,this woman is a hero n am so proud of her,she has beat all odds to be here today.
He'd tell me that he felt alone in “ this”
Blessings
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The foundation of our love was built on Monday unknowingly.
He became all I was living for, just to open my WhatsApp page n see him online my heart would skip a beat ,I felt like he saw me through,there was nowhere to hide .
Though he wanted me out of his life ,he couldn't bear to see me with someone else
At this moment,
This few days had been feeling great,with high spirits n zest for life
May the hands of the devine keep you safe from danger
He even joked about feeling like a teenager all over again
We both had the answers yet we only met on Sunday n because we couldn't wait any longer,
He set me free n he was the catalyst for my rebirth
Love n light.
He made sure I didn't lack anything ,
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It was killing me every time I saw him with someone else but I had a lot of pride ,
When he realized he hadn't been himself for quite sometime n needed to breath n focus.
( Our connection was realized after that first call n texts that would follow)
I love him ( I love you John) n am so grateful that u agreed to do this for me.
He then again texted a good morning on Monday and we started talking from there,
I never lost words to say to him
Didn't know he'd call/text again n also
We didn't spare each other a bruise or blow,we felt it'd would make us hate each other n leave this bond n move on with our lives just like we had been doing in our previous relationships,
We became each other's focus project and aim.
It's like I had waited all my life to hear this voice
We planned for a date on Thursday early morning.
N though, you might not know about tfs,
Keep going ,keep healing n keep the faith.
I wish you nothing but the very best
Everything had gone.
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He loved my voice n had said he was drawn to me in ways he couldn't even explain